I have a gaping hole inside And though I search I cannot find What I need to make it whole To bring rest to my troubled mind I feel a void within my soul And nothing seems to make it whole This emptiness is killing me My whole existence seems
I know I’ve messed up There’s a feeling in my gut That I haven’t an escape ‘Cause I’m stuck inside a rut It’s myself that I blame I didn’t use my brain And I don’t know what to do To make these feelings wane My reality was skewed And I
Don’t wanna be alone Don’t wanna stay askew Don’t wanna have seeds sewn That cut me off from you Can’t seem to make things right Can’t seem to push on through Can’t seem to win this fight And bring myself to you Just want for this to go Just want
I’m dreaming of her Almost all of the time And still I’m unsure If she’ll ever be mine My feelings are pure And though I may fight I’m dreaming of her All through the night So I’m working to earn Just a little insight Will I soon have a turn?
With chains that bind, My life’s confined To endless pain That fills my mind I cannot cope I’ve lost all hope I want to die But fear the rope. I cry in pain, My life’s in vain I cannot dream My dreams are slain. I pull away I shall not